2)THE CHANGES WITHIN AFTER THE WAKE UP CALL
WHEN YOU PUT GOD FIRST YOU WILL NEVER BE LAST.
Sometimes we need to hurt in order to GROW; we must loose in order to GAIN. Sometimes some lessons are learnt best through PAIN- THIS IS MY TESTIMONY
Time had passed after my second year of uni and the wakeup call from God, but even with all that had happened, the beauty of the changes and growth led me to find comfort in encouraging and advising others going through trying times.
At times I would look back at conversations between me and others in amazement questioning if really it was me that was saying all that to them. But then I realized that my trying time was my message and testimony to help others too. It was not to be kept to myself but to be shared to others too.
Then came the idea of creating a blog where I would share my thoughts, experiences and the word on areas such as THE SPIRIT OF DISCERNMENT, RELATIONSHIPS, LUST, LOVE, FORGIVENESS, BETRAYAL ETC. Things I was led to write about and believed it would help others too in the journey we call life.
I began to feel lovely changes and felt more confident and bold within me to face all that came my way. The blog spread and began to get noticed by women in Africa and America as well as here in London and outside London. As I was doing more of God’s work I began to see a lot happening and it felt soo right. From that moment on I had a sense of what I wanted to do and that was to do God’s work, advising and encouraging others.
For as long as I can remember I’ve always loved helping people whether in or out of education as a mentor and advisor, putting people first gave me a good feeling from within. But it was more special with all this because it was God’s work and I believed at the time that it may be my calling, but didn’t strengthen that thought in prayer and left it, but still continued.
I just thank God because what seemed like a tough period in my life to overcome became a blessing in disguise to take me closer to God. Doing what I love and doing it well because God was the main focus.
One thing I stand by is that when things are getting tough and you feel as though it is all getting on top of you and there’s no way out, always remember that to get to your breakthrough you are going to pass some rough times to get to the good times. The bigger the storm the bigger the blessing, the bigger the lesson the more strength and growth that comes with it.
FROM SOMEONE WHO WAS WEAK IN SPIRIT:
LOW IN SELF WORTH AND LOVE
TO SOMEONE WHO WAS ONCE LOST AND THEN FOUND:
THE CHANGES IN MY CHARACTER WENT FROM BAD TO GOOD AND ALL THANKS TO GOD. I was no longer lost but found, no longer weak or low, but stronger and bold. The changes within made me better than I once was and what was within shined through to my outer being. I was happier than ever once God intervened and saved me. Through this I also got baptized another big change in my life I thank God for, and even though challenges came they were handled much better because I had God with me and confided in Him to help me through, as opposed to trying to handle it all myself.
YES FATHER FROM THE MOMENT I SURRENDERED ALL TO YOU, I KNEW DEEP DOWN IT WAS THE BEST DECISION I COULD EVER MAKE. YOU ALONE ARE WORTHY TO BE PRAISED.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND NEVER GIVE UP, OUR GOD IS A GOD OF POSSIBILITIES, STRENGTH, CONSISTENCY AND LOVE AND WILL HELP YOU THROUGH.. YOURE NOT ALONE.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL